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[21 May 2008|05:41pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

So, Tim Mcgraw concert tomorrow, i'm totally excited. I finally got someone to cover for me and everything.
Lifes going great, finally making what i deserve at work, taking a few summer 1 classes and hanging out with friends/the boyfriend. I'm super excited for june/july with all the trips me and alex have planned i'm pretty sure we're going to be flat broke.
I cut all my hair off, it's really different. i like it though.
Why is it the end of may and still freezing cold? it's totally not cool at all. I want my 90 degree weather please.
I went to my first bachlorette party, jacqs and it was crazy fun! i seriously haven't had so much fun in a long time. I can't wait for the wedding. And Nikkis about to have her baby hopefully some time next week which i'm absolutley ecstatic for! i'm going to be aunt lauren =)

anyways i have classsss.
just thought i'd say whatsup!

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[19 Feb 2008|09:21pm]
back at home and never happier.
i have my friends here, well most of them and if not they'll be here soon!

this weekend i' m going to see grace at gv and i'm uberrr excited to watch chick flix and play one on one beer pong.
alex leaves for his cruise soon =( i wont see him for 6 days. which is a lot considering i spend the night at his house every single night.
i work back at bed bath thank god i missed it there, the only problem is now alex is one of my managers.. which is weird and he doesn't like it especially because they always have us working the same days it seems like.. so when i move in august i might look for another bedbath to transfer to..

anyways just thought i'd say hi!

oh and me and alex are going back to arizona this summer.. superrrr excited. =)
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[09 Dec 2007|06:22pm]
So my one year came and passed.. crazy how fast time goes..
everythings pretty amazing if i do say so myself!
i'm leaving western on wednesday for good because i hate it.
i can't wait to be back.


yay. =)
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[24 Oct 2007|12:54am]
cause we all just wanna be BIG ROCK STARS.


hahhaah. uhm life is good. school is okay i need to stop the partying and start the studying. like asap.
i'm so excited for this weekend.
and i love my bf.

=)

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ten months. =) [02 Oct 2007|01:54am]
okayy so it's been a month or so in school and i pretty much love it. i'm still with alex and i see him every weekend and i wouldn't have it any other way. todays our anniversry, yayyy. haha it's been 10 months officially about 13 months unofficially. and i just goddd i'm happy.
i'm going home this weekend for the homecoming game//seeing the boyyy.
hm. i'm watching parental control and i'm kinda drunk, well a little more then kinda. haha.
uhm i love my boy. and uh i love my friendssss
and i don't know why i'm writing in this!! ahhhhh.


=) =) =) =)_
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[24 Aug 2007|05:28pm]
okay i haven't written in this forever. jeez.
uhm mine and alexs nine month is very soon. we've been together for a year now which is insane, time goes  by so fast.
alex and i went to arizona for my cousins wedding for 5 days which was a blast, i seriously haven't had so much fun in forever. i was sad it was over..
then i went to projekt revolution which needless to say was amazing.

i move into school on monday, i can't believe it. although i'm not going to be there for a weekend for like 3 weeks, i'm going to the first uofm game with alex, then to grand valley to see grace with alex... then the next weekend i'm going to central to see geoff for his birthday with everyone..

i'm excited all my friends from north are going to western too, now if we're all going to keep talking or not we'll just have to see. i obviously wanna meet new people, but it's exciting i'll have them to hang out with as well.

i just can't believe how fast the summer was and how amazing it was.
i love my life.
i love my boyfriend.
i love my friends.

god i'm happy.
westernnn here i come=)
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[22 Jun 2007|12:38am]
I don't really know why i'm writing in this anymore, or why anyone in general writes in it anymore. but i am, and some people do. so anyways, summers been amazing so far. cedar point twice already, countless nights in redford, camping for 4 days up north at silver lake with all the people i love. this is my third time sleeping home all summer and the only reason for that is because alex is up north with mike, or else i would be there. i guess that's why i don't really update anymore, i'm never around.

I got a new job at the mall, Reuhl. so you should come and visit me because it's a tighttt store.

For graduation party my cousins flew in from Arizona and South Carolina to surprise me. (Raymond and Eric) needless to say i wanted to cry. I almost did actually i had to hold back tears, i thought they weren't coming and i yelled at them and bitched them out and they felt so bad that they had to keep it a secret.. haha awhh. anyways. now their gone and i miss them already.

otherwise everything's the same, taking it one day at a time and loving every minute of it.

anywaysss
peaceeouttt.
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[25 May 2007|10:33pm]
[ mood | content ]

Okay so it's summerrr!! ahhhh it's amazing. i can't believe i'm out of highschool, it's insane.
prom was amazing, he was amazing. the after party was amazing.  i love my friends. it was perfeeccttt.

i'm at nikkis still we've been lazy she's my little shingles.
hahhaha.
alalalalal.

we're seeing a movie at 12.
whooohooo.

i'm so exciteddd for this summmerrr ahhhhh yayyyyy eeeek.

 

okkayyy i'm done.

and i have pictures on myspace and facebook if you want to see them.

...back to disney.

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this weeekend= love. [13 May 2007|11:40pm]
i love spending 3 consecutive nights in his arms. =)
and i love taking mental health days on fridays.

i was going to wait a week and a half to update this,
but i can't wait.

this weekend was by far one of the best weekends i'm pretty sure i've ever had.
he just makes everything okay, and we always have fun.
i just wanna say it was MY idea to go to milan drag races on friday, oh boy that was the coolest thing everrr.

gahh

6 more school days.
one more week and a half.
tomorrow is the last raider day.

idk if i can handle it i'm so excited.

summer is going to be amazing!

<3
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wellllll. 5 months. [02 May 2007|11:40pm]
[ mood | blah ]

- I'm not like most girls.
-I don't need flowers, and to be told i'm beautiful all the time.
-I don't need a gentleman who half the time is completley fake to me.
-I don't need a million text messages.
-I don't need alot of attention.
-I don't need hopeless romantics
-I don't need to second guess things
-I need someone who pushes my buttons and challenges me.
-I need someone i never really fight with and we drive eachother insane but get over it in 5 minutes.
-I need someone who laughs when i cry just to get me to laugh also
-I need someone who forces me to watch the discovery channel even though i hate it, just to make me learn something.
-I need someone to have tickle wars with.
-I need someone to yell at me for squirming around too much
-I need someone who knows when somethings wrong
-I need someone who drives me insane on purpose because he thinks it's funny, because he thinks it's cute.
-I need someone who knows every single thing about me, how i'm crazy, emotional, loud, and obnoxious but likes me anyways.
-I need someone who can put up with me for 5 months.
good thing i found thattt. =)

happy 5 month too meeee!

i can't believe i've been "with" him for about 8 months now.
how insane.
time fliessss!

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[22 Apr 2007|01:16pm]
[ mood | blah ]

i decided i'm done question and needing reassurance.
i'm taking each day as it goes, and if something bad happens.. then it happens.
and if it doesn't, then even better. i can't control peoples feelings, i can't make someone think something else.
i'm anxious and excited for the coming months. i have 4 full months here, anything can happen in four months.
the best way to handle my last couple months here is to just enjoy every day of it, try and take it all in. and have no regrets.
and what i also learned is before my grandpa died he told me i should never go to sleep if i have something to tell someone because who knows if i'll wake up in the morning to be able to tell them.
I think otherwise. some things i want to say, but they don't need to be said. some things just have to be kept quiet and wait for everything to unfold, see where it all ends up. i'm happier then i've been in a very long time, sometimes he drives me insane but god does he make me happy. but if in 4 months it ends up not working out it's not going to be the end of the world, and realizing that helps alot. don't get me wrong i hope to god it works out, but if it doesn't.. i'll eventually move on.

anyways i just wanted to get some stuff out.

this weekend was good i spent it mainly with alex, 2 sleepoverss. whooo. it was fun.

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RIP [10 Apr 2007|08:46pm]
Soooo..
I'm in the outer banks and only updating this for one reason.

a year from today my nanny dieddd.
we lit the yartzeit candle tonight.

i miss her lots.

but it's alot of fun in the outer banks and i still have 5 days to go!

&hearts;
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HAPPY SPRING BREAK! [04 Apr 2007|02:56pm]
god i need this vacation more then life itself!!

happy spring breakkkk.
i leave so soon, tomorrow morning. and i seriously can NOT wait.

i need a vacation from everyone and everything.
i'm so aggrevated and annoyed with so many people.

argh.

<3
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ohhh boy! [03 Apr 2007|11:27pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Jeezzz where does the time go?
Well mine & alexs anniversry was yesterday. we spent it at work, lovelyyy.
i spent time with him tonight a little, but tomorrow will be funn. idk what we're doing yet but we'll think of something!
this sounds corny, but we were laying there and he looked in my eyes, kissed my forehead and turned around and i just smiled for like 5 minutes straight. he makes me so happy, god it's perfect. everything's perfect.

life's amazing.
my friends are amazinggg.
anniee marieee is amazing and idk what i'm going to do at college without the 2 most important people in my life.
my boyfriend and best friend.
they better visit alot!

i need to pack, i leave friday morning and i've yet to start.

Happyy Pesach!
i was going to give Alex some jewish food, but it wasn't very good and i didn't want him to judge it.. so i didn't but i still need to!

hmm okay
well that's about it.
basically my entries consist of me explaining how happy i am with life, but i can't help it.. i have nothing else to say i'm just so damn happy.

<3

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i love this weekend. [25 Mar 2007|10:48pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Well this was probably the best weekend i've had in seriously FOREVER.
oh my goddd.

my rents went outta town wed. night.

thursday i decided to boycott school, so alex slept over wednesday night. Then thursday we chilleddd and we  went to play laser tag with nikki and andy and i lost.. bad.  then we saw the movie the hills have eyes 2 at midnight. it was grosss! then he spent the night again and i forced him to watch greys! then friday  i had  people over, and surprisingly it went very well. everyone had alotta fun, and i had fun. and it was just a wilddd night. then saturday i spent the night at his house and we watched the mexican.

not to mention i hung out with thea quite a bit and it's been so much fun.  much missed.

basically my days have been consisting of work and the boyfriend, which is amazing and feels great, and mybest friends. and honestly who could ask for more? i'm just so content.

oh and i got into u of m dearborn.
helllyes.

i'm not going there, but i got in. and it feels amazing. and i wanna go there so bad, but i'm not going to. and it sucks.

<b>note;</b> this week, please go by fast.
is it summer yet?!?!?

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best day ever yesterday. [14 Mar 2007|11:11pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Soooo yesterday i had the most perfect day ever.

Let me recap.

I go to Annies, help her do her college homework. Then we go out to lunch..
I come home and i clean my room, Alex comes over. He calls my room a little kids room =(
Then i beg him to go on a walk, he shots that idea down.
We decide to go for icecream, we stop at his house to change and come up with the idea of grilling hamburgers.
So we go to coldstones, then buschs and we watch just friends and grill.
Then we go to blockbuster, rent Crank. Don't really watch it but that's besides the point.
We get back to his house, and he offers to go on a walk with me! So we do, and it made me happyyy.
Then we go to bora with the friends, and then to Steves with everyone and watch casino royale.
we get to his house at like 2:30am.
I spend the night.

Not to mention it's sunnny and about 65.


Nothing specifically amazing happened, it was the fact that it was just such a good day.
Definitely good enough to write about and remember when i look back on.
Which is the only reason i still keep this thing.

But oh boy am i content.

Camping trip plans for the summer are finalized and paid for!
oooh boy.


&hearts;

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finished. [05 Mar 2007|11:25pm]
[ mood | awake ]

You always try and come back in my life, pushing whoever is in it at the moment aside and taking the spotlight. You are hundreds of miles away, and you decide you can call once every 6 months or perhaps text message. Want to know the sick part? I used to go back to you like a dog. I used to bend over backwards to please you. If i was with anyone, and i thought i had the  slightest chance of being with you again i'd drop em for you. It makes sense, you were my first love. Well the closest to love i've ever come at the point when i was 14. You kept me going for years. And you know what? You tried it again. You did, and for the first time in my life i denied it. Not because i have remorse for you, and not because i'm angry. Because i can honestly say i've moved on. It took 3 1/2 years, but i did it. And now i'm happier then i've ever been in my life. Do you understand? He makes me happier then you EVER did. So here i am, i'm not a freshman anymore. I can't be pushed around, i know what i want out of life. You're the one whose starting to mess your life up. But me? not me. I'm going to college, i have an amazing boyfriend and the best friends a girl could ever ask for. And if you think you can tear me away from this again you're insane. So please do me a favor and just stop calling for good. The memories are nice, and the times were fun while they lasted. But it's over. i'm in love with somebody else. I'm not a little girl anymore, 18 has never felt so sweet.

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[02 Mar 2007|03:06pm]
happy official 3 month to me and alex!
i can't believe we've been "together" for 5 1/2 months, it's ridiculousss.
time goes so fast.
i swurr.

and happy birthday to alex!
not that he'll see this because he doesn't know i have one, and he's in canada.
=(

oh well!
yay for the weekend&hearts;&hearts;
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[27 Feb 2007|11:10pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Ahhhhhh 3 more months.
49 more school days.

i can doooo ittt.

i heart my boyfriend, and laying with him for hours just because he's tired and i'd rather sleep next to him then not spend time with him at all.
yay for the LAST night of overnighters for him. then he goes to canada though for 4 days =(
awh man.

life is dannddyyy.
school is good.
everything is good!

annies birthdays tomorrow!! yay!!!!!

i'm so excited for march and all the weekends in it, i have something planned everyweekend.
it's going to be kickass to say the least. =)

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'What is REAL?' asked the Rabbit one day, when they were lying side by side near the nursery fender, before Nana came to tidy the room. 'Does it mean having things that buzz inside you and a stick-out handle?'

'Real isn't how you are made,' said the Skin Horse. 'It's a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real.'

'Does it hurt?' asked the Rabbit.

'Sometimes,' said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. 'When you are Real you don't mind being hurt.'

'Does it happen all at once, like being wound up,' he asked, “or bit by bit?'

'It doesn't happen all at once,' said the Skin Horse. 'You become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in your joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand.'


loveeeexx.

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break.. [16 Feb 2007|04:56pm]
[ mood | calm ]

We were drinking.
We were at my friends house nikkis like always, and it was like 4am and we were like hey lets go to seven eleven. so we get in the car, i tell alex i don't want him to drive and that andy should but he doesn't listen to me. and we get in the car and he's fucking around and being a retard and he spins out in front of this police car going down the side streets and the police car started following us and left whoever else they were just with and they followed us out onto the main road and into the gas station and then the lights went on, 3 cop cars were there. we were all wasted. he gets out of the car asked for registration and license asked alex if he'd been drinking tonight he was like "a little bit sir" asked him how old he was he was like 19 sir. then he asked about me and alex was like 18sir and he was like have you been drinking and i was like yes sir. and he was like oh shit and asked everyone else how old they were, 21 and 24. he walked away came back and said all of you out of the car and stand behind it. he started screaming at us, and then he was like whose sober and andy whose like 24 was like i am sir and he was like why the fuck didn't you drive blah blahb lah then told him to get behind the wheel then was like girls go in the car before you freeze so me and nikki went in the car. and then he started screaming at alex saying like "does stupid run in your family?" and all this shit and alex was like no sir. and then he was like why shouldn't i give you a ticket and aex was like i don't know sir and he was like i'm not going to because you've been respectful get in the car and go straight home. we got out of there without even a ticket by 3 cop cars i would of got an MIP alex would of got an MIP and a DUI and the other two would of got serving alcohol to minors.
The best part was when the 3rd cop car pulls up the cop yelling at us starts yelling at him going "GO AWAY I FUCKING HAVE THIS" hahah i was like omgg. i really thought i was going to like die.

and then a million people kept getting in a fight at nikkis.
it was insane.

happy break.&hearts;

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